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Okay this is a blog post.. that i've wanted to post up for a really long time.... >_<

Actually the day i first made this blog [which wasnt that long ago] i've wanted to talk about this subject. :p

Or actually this person. <3

Okay remeber the blog entry where i talked about the "100 things about Laydee?" Well one of the items on that list talked about a certain person i ahem.. loved.

Well... lets call him Zack.

Zack is my neighbour.

No we did not grow up together. I moved next door to him like three years ago.
Anyway.. i'm not going to say Zack is cute... okay he is but he's not gorgeous..Anyways when we first met i wasnt really attracted to him... in fact i barely noticed him.. However my friend had a crush on him first... and then i started to notice things about him that made me feel... well you know..

Anyway.. i started to notice how one side of his mouth curls up when he's amused. He's really fit. Meaning he's muscular and has ABS! LOOL

Did i mention that his real first name is my last name??? OMG....

He smells really really good. lmfaooo

And sometimes i feel like i know what he's thinking by just looking at his facial expressions. I love that. It makes me feel like have power.

Here are some moments that i love to reflect back on... xsighx

Enjoy. Oh and please feel free to leave a comment.

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Me:Zack can i have my pen back please?
Zack: No i'm keeping it. -winks- For memories.

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Zack: Since your last name {insert name here} is my name we are like destined to be together.
Me: blushes. Shut up!

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Zack: I know you have dreams of me.
Me: {throws pen at Zack but misses.} Shut up.
Teacher: Laydee! pick that up! And apologize to Zack!
Me: but Ms.----!
Zack: {fake sobs and whimpers} That really hurt.
Me: Shut up.
Teacher: Laydee if you dont apologize then you and him are gonna stay after class.
Me: Fine. I'm sorry Zack.
Zack: {grins} Apology accepted.
Teacher: Now both of you apologize to me for distrupting my class.
Zack and Me: Sorry Miss.

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My best friend is in this one. And this happened today by the way. Let's call her Sahra.

--Zack was behind me as i was talking to my best friend.--

Sahra:{grabs my hand.} Come with me for a sec.
Me: {look at the floor to try to avoid Zack's gaze.
Zack: Continues walking away.
Sahra: OMG! HE WAS LOOKING AT YOUR ASS!
Me: WHAT???
Sahra: I know. I BOOKED HIM!

Okay in this one i couldnt help but smile. I dont know why i did. I should be totally disgusted because i'm muslim and all that but guys check out girls when you know... when they like someone. I dunno i'm confused about this one. It's complicated.

Did something like this ever happen to any of you? Am i the only weird one who thinks it's a good thing if her crush checks her out? I'M REALLY MESSED UP ARENT I?


Stay tuned for more stories about Zack and me.

Complicated.LaydeeXOXO