A friend of a friend of mine.

Happy Victoria day everyone.

I dont even know what the holiday's about but who cares.

It's not even going to be a happy one because i spent my whole long weekend studying for my chemistry test tommorow. Boriing!

My friends went downtown today to celebrate a girls birthday. I'm sitting here bored out of my mind but i am happy about one thing.

You see one of my friends is my friend but at the same time were not. Well at least on my side were not. I dont know how she feels. One time i remeber she said as a joke: "Secretly i really hate you" and then laughed as if to express she was joking.

Ha.

Honestly i would love it if she hated me cuz than it would give me an excuse not to talk to her anymore. Let's call this girl Sayara.


Sayara is forever competing with me. She always has to prove she's either smarter than me, listens to better music than me, dresses better than me....

Yeah you get the point.

I even suspect she has a crush on Zack. A huge one.

She laughs at my cluelessness about Jamaican songs. Am i Jamaican? Okay so why should i care? She's not Jamaican by the way. I dont understand why this makes me a loser. One time were at her house listening to some Jamaican songs. All my friends were singing the words and i was just standing there listening. I could tell Sayara was staring at me. She laughs and says to me: "It's okay Laydee, i was one time just lost about this stuff as you were."

Oookaaay..???

w/e

And then there's the whole thing about Zack. Sayara says she hates him because one of our friends hate him so being the huge copycat she is she says she hates him too.
Next thing you know she's mouthing about what he said or did today. And it's always me she tells these things to. She'll be like... "omg Laydee guess what? Zack came behind me and grabbed my waist and lifted me up. And i told him to stop but he just wont leave me alone." Day after day she's always telling me about what he did to "bother"her. The funny thing is when she tells me the story she always has a huge smile on her face. T_T

Sometimes i think she says these things to make me jealous. Oh she doesnt know i like him, i dont trust her enough to tell her, but she's always hinting about us being together.. when she knows perfectley well we dont talk anymore. (i'll tell you what happened between me and zack another time. So whenever she's talking about what Zack did to her today i always say this: "Maybe he likes you?" Just to make her happy.

I'm such a good friend arent i?

So anyway Sayara went with them downtown so i'm using all my time to take advantage and study some more so i can get a higher mark than her and i can rub it in her face.

Honestly i'm just sick of her. And i'm starting to think maybe Zack does like her.

Why do i hang out with her if i dislike her? Because she hangs out with my friends.

Ever have a girl like Sayara in your circle of friends?

Please leave a comment. I would love to hear your "Sayara" problems.

Bye for now.

Complicated.LaydeeXOXO