First off, i'm done with crushing on Zack. Finished. Finito. ENDED.
you get the point.
Why? Well.. because he's not worth my time. I never liked him for his personality at all. I liked him for other reasons that you all might know from my previous entries.
So now he is completely out of my mind, and i'm single in my mind now. LOOOL
Bad joke.
How embarrasing. T_T
So yeah anyways, as i was saying, I dont like Zack anymore because:
He and i are from two diffrent worlds. [corny and very cliche i know. But it's true!]
Today alone he walked passed me and i didnt have the occasional flutter in my heart. That's when i knew it was over.
Allahamdullilah!
This is not something that happened just out of the blue. I've noticed some certain things about Zack that have made me rethink this whole infatuation.
1) He is very rude.
2) He doesnt have any big dreams for his future. All he thinks about is sports.
3) He is so focused on what people think of him.
4) He is very disrespectful to everyone especially girls.
5) He doesnt really have a connection with Allah.
Your probably wondering how i know the last one. Well him and his friends have occasionally joked about salah, by pretending to pray in the hallway at school and looking around to see if anyone was watching.
How sad.
I pray for him in my salah now.. that Allah will guide him on the right path.
I am now happy to report that my imaan is now at an all time high. I'm praying my salah on time, reading more quran, and even walked to the mosque last sunday by myself.
I just hope my period wont come so quickly to ruin everything.
Dont you girls hate it when your period comes and ruins your religious momentum?
YAY!
Complicated_LaydeeXOXO
